tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6510189936790160175.post5009233959828289670..comments2021-11-12T00:39:32.400-08:00Comments on Our roller coaster ride through infertility and more: My shoes pinchNikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15469466620967385694noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6510189936790160175.post-77756918862379969452008-08-28T12:18:00.000-07:002008-08-28T12:18:00.000-07:00Aww maaan ((Huge~Hugs)) I hate it when it hurts, a...Aww maaan ((Huge~Hugs)) I hate it when it hurts, as much as they do have the right to enjoy w/o reservation (at least that's what I keep telling my self), it sucks when it stings in our world, I try so hard to be a good sport, and sometimes I really think I'm doing a good job, until I realize I'm dizzy - disoriented - and my heart is racing up in my throat and I'm engulfed in panic, then I need to run back to my safe zone ~fast~ and even when I arrive in my safe zone, it doesn't look familiar at first, I hate that.Birdeehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12587791461051428059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6510189936790160175.post-90905906050060979402008-08-28T11:04:00.000-07:002008-08-28T11:04:00.000-07:00I'm so sorry you've had to endure this. It really...I'm so sorry you've had to endure this. It really is a constant knife in the heart. I am there with you. I recently found out that one of my friends is due 5 days before I would have been and she SPLASHED this across my Facebook page. <BR/><BR/>Then, my husband's cousin's wife is due in a few weeks and we let them know we were pregnant just a day before we found out we had lost the baby. We were excited that we'd be raising little cousins together. Now, as they have their little girl, I am reminded of my loss...again.<BR/><BR/>Finally, we started really trying at the same time friends of ours did. They've had 2 kids since then, both of who they plaster pictures of on Flickr. Every time I open my account, there they are.<BR/><BR/>It seems like every time I turn around, my pain can not just be felt, but can be seen. I empathize with you.Shelbyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06085283320884411888noreply@blogger.com