Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Up again????

Now I feel like using some bad language. F*** it! My HcG is up from 475 on Friday to 505 today! What on earth is happening?

I asked the nurse. She said it happens sometimes that the first HcG test after the meth injection shows a higher level than before. This is because the cells are bursting and releasing HcG. I feel no bursting anywhere!!! I feel no pain, no cramping, no nothing!

"Come back on Friday. By then your numbers should definitely be dropping"

OK then - that's what I'll do. Not like I have a choice in how I want this to turn out!!! CRAP!!!


Miss Tori said...

Sorry this is such a roller coaster ride for you. It makes it very hard, I'm sure, to look forward to moving on.

Lavanya said...

This is so strange....I'm sorry that this is happening to you. I hope you get favorable results on Friday.Take care

heavenlytini said...

sorry they're stil climbing i hope they come down fast so you can finally move on and start again!!!

Earl Gearl said...

Big Hugs Nikki. Good luck on Friday.

Anonymous said...

man what a mess, things aren't going out the way you or your doc want's them to go!!! i hate when that happens! prayin for the best Nikki take it easy and try to stay calm...i know that's hard hun, but in order for you to not lose your mind ya just gotta! lol